Stress. Is the word for 3D max, i swear.
THAT(!) software alone can killlll me!
wanted to give up so badly after figuring it out for nearly 6hrs straight. and what motivates me not to give up is thought of having to take the module AGAIN if i fail? so.. i stayed and continue.

and..
here's a BIG Thank You to my classmates who've helped me with the very irritating software!
especially, han hui, firdaus and serene! they have been very patient with the very irritating me =/
nora asked me a question today after hearing out all my complaints while waiting for cab.
she asked: so did you learn anything so far?
immediately, i thought i did! not the techinical and software wise,
but something i shouldn't be doing ever since my secondary years;
running away, running away from problems.Sounds like a childish loser i know ): all because of the fear and my assumptions. Even till now, i would still be very tempted to skip most of my presentations. But now, im starting to learn. Even though i didnt do my presentation slides. i stayed in class. There is once, only 3 were chosen to present due to the time left before class ends. i felt so relieved, thought i'll be able to escape and do up my slides before nxt lesson. but, SO sway, i was chosen as one of the three out of 35 classmates! argh. And, the important part is, i managed to pull it through! with my sloppish last minute slides and..
i feel goood! from then, i tell myself to face up whatever problem comes knocking on my window.
alex's favourite line: Never run away and you'll get the unexpected answer/results (:
sorry, i was late.